Use my free time before exam to write this post, before it i just done my revision, have a short break then continue again!! Suddenly wrote this blog is have some thought on my mind; i have some oddness feel, it never face by me before!
Why i will become so concentrate for prepare my exam, already i study about 15 years, in my memory never i scare the exam like this, cause have any power push on my back?? Or the pass record in old college make for i scare i will be a loser again? Or the both??
Although in the moment sitting for SPM examination, also only i pass it with the attitude whatever... Maybe I still memorize disappointed feel in my mind, it really so bad, is my dad give me a new chance when i feeling hopeless, i am not allow to fail out or withdraw anymore!
Tear drip down from my eyes, situation on that moment full in my mind!! Hard work for my own, done my best for it!! I am one who are very like to play, it cause me lost my two years, your money and maybe let you down before, but thanks for you never give up with me......
gambateh to your exam =) you are so lucky that your parent are not giving you up. and i believe are so sayang sama you le.. hehe.! not like me.!! have to independent... including tution fee.! erm.. i wish you pass the exam =) + u + U !
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