Use my free time before exam to write this post, before it i just done my revision, have a short break then continue again!! Suddenly wrote this blog is have some thought on my mind; i have some oddness feel, it never face by me before!
Why i will become so concentrate for prepare my exam, already i study about 15 years, in my memory never i scare the exam like this, cause have any power push on my back?? Or the pass record in old college make for i scare i will be a loser again? Or the both??
Although in the moment sitting for SPM examination, also only i pass it with the attitude whatever... Maybe I still memorize disappointed feel in my mind, it really so bad, is my dad give me a new chance when i feeling hopeless, i am not allow to fail out or withdraw anymore!
Tear drip down from my eyes, situation on that moment full in my mind!! Hard work for my own, done my best for it!! I am one who are very like to play, it cause me lost my two years, your money and maybe let you down before, but thanks for you never give up with me......
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Hometown 6 Days 5 Nights
Last Friday go back my peace hometown, now i damn scare going back because no more friends over there! All of them study and working in other state, so no more anyone there! I will going back last Friday because already we all make appointment with my KL friends and also my Singapore friend will coming back! After my friends finish upper six and go work in KL, already seldom i meet them, and also my Singapore friends, have 2 of them 'aeroplane' me, never mind......they will know when meet with me soon!!
First day -
It a normal and unspecial day, after class in college going back with bus, my housemate no back for this time cause she have to sit for exam on Monday!!
Second day -
A day meet with my KL and S'pore friend! Have snooker game with my Taiping friend and then meet with my KL friends, one of them drive a racing car come back!! Although is old series one, but still powerful...cool man!! After show off in Tekah then go fetch my S'pore friend and have our tea time in 'Chu Kei'...maybe already long time no meet, all got a lot topic, but almost is talking cock! Round 1 and half hour pass, change to Kamunting Mcdonald chat again! Actually wan go house some of my friend, but he forget bring his house keys!!
Third days -
War game available for this afternoon, this is my first time join them for it, already they invite me few time and i busy no time to join it! Finally free for it...long time no exercise and cause i white about the gills, and it become normal after i rest few minute!! This continue until evening, and we have a tea time in coffee shop and i send them go some of my friend house at Kangsar to join his car going back KL!!
Fourth day -
Still have one of KL friend in Taiping, so i ask him to swim and also my Singapore friend, but at last she aeroplane me as well!! She said join we 'lim teh' after we swim, we spend 1 and half hours to swim, long time no swim and make me quite enjoy it!! It feel so good...NICE!! Finish swim we going back to bath then again come out to have some food in OLDTOWN!!
This some pass in this few day, other day nothing so special, just stay at home have a family days with my parent!! I am good son...hehe......
First day -
It a normal and unspecial day, after class in college going back with bus, my housemate no back for this time cause she have to sit for exam on Monday!!
Second day -
A day meet with my KL and S'pore friend! Have snooker game with my Taiping friend and then meet with my KL friends, one of them drive a racing car come back!! Although is old series one, but still powerful...cool man!! After show off in Tekah then go fetch my S'pore friend and have our tea time in 'Chu Kei'...maybe already long time no meet, all got a lot topic, but almost is talking cock! Round 1 and half hour pass, change to Kamunting Mcdonald chat again! Actually wan go house some of my friend, but he forget bring his house keys!!
Third days -
War game available for this afternoon, this is my first time join them for it, already they invite me few time and i busy no time to join it! Finally free for it...long time no exercise and cause i white about the gills, and it become normal after i rest few minute!! This continue until evening, and we have a tea time in coffee shop and i send them go some of my friend house at Kangsar to join his car going back KL!!
Fourth day -
Still have one of KL friend in Taiping, so i ask him to swim and also my Singapore friend, but at last she aeroplane me as well!! She said join we 'lim teh' after we swim, we spend 1 and half hours to swim, long time no swim and make me quite enjoy it!! It feel so good...NICE!! Finish swim we going back to bath then again come out to have some food in OLDTOWN!!
This some pass in this few day, other day nothing so special, just stay at home have a family days with my parent!! I am good son...hehe......
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Alone At Home, Alone Eating, Alone For Everything!
Weekend, it maybe is nice word or nice moment for majority people, but for me, it is start of bored! Really boring in Penang, who said Penang is a city, and have many activities to do?? It all is bull shit, what activities available for teenager now a day? I think more will answer clubbing, cinema, snooker, cyber cafe, Mcd and mamak store! Maybe it really is some nice activities for some one, but really want clubbing every weekend?? I'm really not rich and so much of money spend to it!
Cinema, no more movies; cyber cafe, no interest game; snooker, Mcd and mamak store, no friends accompany because major of my friends no live in island!! Shit......So, almost of my weekend is pass at home! Except i going back to hometown, but now really have to contact all my friends see who will go back also before i decide wanna go back! Cause now all of them already go other continent for working or study!
Today, again i alone stay at Penang and pass my lonely weekend, cook alone, eat alone, sleep alone, talk with air and in front computer pass that shit moment!! Actually still have few friends stay same location with me, but they all sure will going back hometown every week! So, only i can do is......'ALONE' again, when i can end this bull shit life??
I am not that one who can always stay at home and only face computer, i think i will crazy if this situation continuous! Maybe one day you all will meet me in bug house, haha......Nothing impossible in this world! I want change my style of life, i not statisfy situation now!!
Cinema, no more movies; cyber cafe, no interest game; snooker, Mcd and mamak store, no friends accompany because major of my friends no live in island!! Shit......So, almost of my weekend is pass at home! Except i going back to hometown, but now really have to contact all my friends see who will go back also before i decide wanna go back! Cause now all of them already go other continent for working or study!
Today, again i alone stay at Penang and pass my lonely weekend, cook alone, eat alone, sleep alone, talk with air and in front computer pass that shit moment!! Actually still have few friends stay same location with me, but they all sure will going back hometown every week! So, only i can do is......'ALONE' again, when i can end this bull shit life??
I am not that one who can always stay at home and only face computer, i think i will crazy if this situation continuous! Maybe one day you all will meet me in bug house, haha......Nothing impossible in this world! I want change my style of life, i not statisfy situation now!!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Funny Movies - Ice Age 3
Watching it yesterday at cinema with my 2 housemate, it funny and cutie, especially that three small dinosaur! It really suitable for child, but who adult still can watching, because it just like comedy! Help you keep smiling and look more beautiful!! haha... Character for this chapter almost same with other two, only add on buck, peach and three small dinosaur without name!!
For this chapter, already Manny have baby, Sid feel alone in same time and also he wanna try do a mummy! In luck, he discovers three dinosaur eggs when ice on floor is split, it already stronger mummy feel of Sid, he bring back dinosaur eggs and waiting it incubate! Small dinosaur cause a trouble for them, and at the same time mum for dinosaur come to ice world to get back her small dinosaur, and also Sid!
After dinosaur leave, tiger and elephant(sorry about forget that name) plan want safe back Sid, they all follow footprint and discover a big secret, still have other world inside ice world, and it is tropical and suitable for dinosaur! So dangerous here, and lucky they meet Buck, one who are full experience,brave and crazy a bit in this tropical world! Cause something happen, Buck agree to bring them safe Sid! Other one go watch yourself, wahahah......
Special part for this chapter is Manny already have baby and it name is Peach, this name is create by one funny story! watch your own :p ......Who ever watch first and second chapter sure remember that funny squirrel, that who are always chase walnut, editor give a short love story in this chapter, i sure you will laugh when you watching it with female squirrel together!!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Everything Completed In College
Just reach home from college, today is my last presentation, almost end my first sem, it really fast! From April first day went to class until now is round 3 month, with my classmate from strangeness become close, class environment is loudness compare with before.
In this sem already i done round 7 coursework, it really suck when i flash back! Now is time for me relax myself, but it only 2 week, because final exam for my first sem in this college is near, i have to prepare everything and face my exam, it's no more time for me to waste again, cause already i waste 2 year at old college, so the same thing is not allow happen again for me......
On the time relax myself, also i feel worry about 2 subject in my study! That is Business Communication and Malaysian Studies, BC from 3 hour class become 2 hours and already cancel 2 classes cause my lecturer have to operation! So, still a lot of chapter she never teach yet, and until now i still not know what the hell MS teaching, i really poor in history, so that is my own problems, now just wish god can protect me pass this paper!!
Lucky presentation for today that idiot questioner no ask me question again, maybe he scare i will ask him back when his group presenting, originally is he group first before my group turn, but something broke of his pendrive, so cannot open the file and they delay for next week! Should i play back him next week? hmm......look my mood on time!!
Only today i know, beside me, still have some classmate also dislike him, reason is same with me, he too like to show off himself! This not a hero feel for us, it just look like a idiot, cause his action only can look in some of stupid! Who my classmate saw this blog please keep it in hearth, cause i look you all are my reliable friends like a title i present today!! haha......
In this sem already i done round 7 coursework, it really suck when i flash back! Now is time for me relax myself, but it only 2 week, because final exam for my first sem in this college is near, i have to prepare everything and face my exam, it's no more time for me to waste again, cause already i waste 2 year at old college, so the same thing is not allow happen again for me......
On the time relax myself, also i feel worry about 2 subject in my study! That is Business Communication and Malaysian Studies, BC from 3 hour class become 2 hours and already cancel 2 classes cause my lecturer have to operation! So, still a lot of chapter she never teach yet, and until now i still not know what the hell MS teaching, i really poor in history, so that is my own problems, now just wish god can protect me pass this paper!!
Lucky presentation for today that idiot questioner no ask me question again, maybe he scare i will ask him back when his group presenting, originally is he group first before my group turn, but something broke of his pendrive, so cannot open the file and they delay for next week! Should i play back him next week? hmm......look my mood on time!!
Only today i know, beside me, still have some classmate also dislike him, reason is same with me, he too like to show off himself! This not a hero feel for us, it just look like a idiot, cause his action only can look in some of stupid! Who my classmate saw this blog please keep it in hearth, cause i look you all are my reliable friends like a title i present today!! haha......
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