Rest In Peace

Rest In Peace my lover grandmum!!!

Suddenly receive call by my mum, before i took up my phone, don't know why my mind had a forebode something bad will happen....

This grandmum was a one have most memorize on my mind if compare from other 3 grandpa and grandmum, so i really sad when i receive the news!!

Maybe this is a extrication of you, from last few months sick until now, suffer... suffer and suffer again.... so maybe this is a good way for you and for us because of no need see you live in suffer again!!

Near to 90 years old. Child, grandchild, great-grandchild was lot, i think this is a situation you hope to see at the end......... i will going back today to accompany you walk the last distance!

R.I.P my grandmum.............

Pray

Last weekend, cause of my sister back from JB, so also I going back hometown, but at the night i reach , hear my mum said my grandmum just leave from hospital and now feel very not well, because she was near to 90 years old, so both of us was worry about her and rush from home to visit her.

Since i can remember, this is first time i saw my grandmum in serious case never i seen, what i can do is just pray for her to recover faster, because it is sad when saw her in suffer, so i pray to her can recover fast and health always.......

I wish next time i back can see you like before...... PRAY FOR YOU~~GRANDMUM!!!

Many Problems With Streamyx (Malaysia Network Provider)

Time flying fast, look back the last post already is in May! Now is August, 3 month gone....... Lack to update my blog because of moving house at place i study, and face some problems in Streamyx line transfer! From first apply transfer, then cancel the transfer because of problems in new unit force me and my friends have to delay 1 month to live in!

One month pass, then face will bill problems again, because of address and i didn't receive any bill and it make TM was block my account until the customer services phone to inform me!! LOL~~ When the bill settle, then turn the new students package i apply need wait the conductor install to me! First time conductor come after check, and said my location maximum only available for 2mbps, but i apply for 4mbps!

Maybe know some reader from foreign country will laugh about it, 4mbps also not available??? The answer is yes in Malaysia, majority placer in Malaysia maximum only support 1mbps! Suck..... My friend working in Japan ever show me his 100mbps speed, i am jealous bout it! CRY~~~~

Continue to the bother, conductor ask me go back TM to downgrade the speed and wait he come back install again!! Every time i go TM must find same person who i passing my apply foam for, and she already know me from my case because meet her few time! Finally i was done everything, the conductor came my new unit install the new students package for me, now just left for me to waiting the mini netbook free in students package delivery to me!

Conclusion is, transfer and apply new package was waste me one and half month, TM should improve it, if not from that advertisement show how fast TM work to customer it just a joke for all Streamyx user!!!!

I Hate Sick ><"

Maybe when i back to hometown and always stay in air-cond room, make when a day i want back to Penang start feel sore throat!! After a day i in here, it was become more serious than before, also few fever happen on me...is time to see doctor!

Maybe now in second round of H1N1!! It make me worry about my situation too, because i in dangerous area! some more many dead case in Malaysia, it make me less confident with medical level in this country....

Shuffle, fever, headache, cough, snivel and sore throat all come visit me together, should i touch of it?? What the hell~~~Both of it i most hate shuffle, that feel was so suffer!! Please let me recover as fast as possible!!

Recently

Time flies faster, already i stay in this hostel full 1 year, contact will be expire in this Friday so is time to move, still in same building, just different floor from original 3th floor change to 18th! so high, nice view there but i feel little bit scare look down from there! Suspicion myself is it have acrophobia?? Or cause first time stay in so high!

Tomorrow i will going back hometown, it might last time i back before my holiday! One of my friend will go Shanghai at next month to start her new work environment, so have to farewell meet with her! After this time don't know when can we see each other again! At here wish you early hope you will enjoy and get your colorful life in Shanghai...

Beside that, also i have to go back for upgrade my Streamyx line, from now original 1mb to 4mb, enjoy my high speed Streamyx once without sharing line with anyone! So happy.... I will apply for this cause this was a students package from TM, it was cheaper and i still able spend that money for it...

Some more it will free one netbook, just search in internet just now, is HP brand, brand i believe but my friends said some of his friends using it and burn, it was free so sure some netbook not so stability give, thing can be foreknow!!

Memorable

I am join back life of online game, today when i chatting in game, that are some topic and song 'innocent' by my idol 'Avril' make me think back something happen in few year ago!! It was some story when i join my new life, have my new friends, new life and new environment....

From normal become bad, friends become seem like a foe, and many many... Maybe i want to ask, it is me make your life become complicated? Or just i thinking too much? Really many memorable for that period, but it was no more, for future when we meet each other maybe just like a stranger or normal friends are less communicate and just give a smile and pass away!

Sky falling to floor, it was pain and hurt, remind me don't too hopeful to something... because everything it might end any time! Can i join a part of your life? Or never i walking to your life?? Already it become a riddle.....

Feeling!

Is time to said good morning for everyone, still power full in early morning, it already does not happen on me in some period of time! I just pass my time with forum, and news! To keep attendant to what happen in round of earth, maybe that just piece of cake only i know, but keep bit to bit, it will become a terrible number too!!

Recently really many thing was happen, some of it was keep disturb me and in my mind, i don't know how should i do to solve it!! Is it it wont have a better solution to benefit both side? Why should give up of one side to push up the other!

I just told my friends in last night, nowadays only i know why some people will influence by hypochondria! Last time, i feel those patient was so stupid why will get it, only now i knowing to it just me still young and no yet know how a power of problems can affected one person.

Hope to myself can have some nice ways to help myself walk out from it! Cause it was really suffer and lack of happiness in that situation!

My Niece

From last post about 'My New Family Member' till now already more than 2months!! I was pass my bored holiday for few week just stay at home or go out with friends, no trip for this holiday! Because at house, so i didn't update my blog, cause i dislike writing my blog in front some one, only i like write it silently environment!

Already 2 months go, it mean my niece also already join my family 2 months too!! In this 2 months, i got lot of time stay at my peace hometown and look how my sister and my mum take care her!! My stupid sister very poor to care her, and always need my mum give help for her!! Especially when i saw my sister clean excrement for her daughter!! Her face so noob and scary~~~ahaha~~~

Beside that, in some period of time don't know my niece is scary or feel not well! She was cry whole night unstop, it make all of us worry and send her to clinic in midnight! But lucky it was no happen anymore, and wish too it wont happen again!! Wish she can grow up nicely and healthy!!

Now already she follow my sister go back Johor, i still miss her cutie face and that likability action!! Actually every baby also cute, but she have blood relation with me, it was add the feeling mark for it!! So she is some special for me and trust too for my whole family....

Some photo post here to share with my blog reader and know how my niece look like!!

Adopt by my sister, have a thin skin of her face!!


When she was sleeping, Cutie!! haha...

New Life For My Family

Yesterday morning, additional new member for my family! She was my niece, my sister daughter, actually she should born at period of Chinese New Year, but last Wednesday when my sister go hospital check baby situation, doctor said she is so tiny, so have to operate and take she out early, if not it was dangerous for baby and might affect my sister too!!

So, my sister was operate and born she at yesterday morning, i phone my mum at afternoon, my mum said her weight not more than 3KG!! Light baby i ever hear until now!!

Maybe my sister live at JB and work at Singapore together with my brother-in-law, so no body prepare tonic for my sister, so the baby less of nutrition and cause she so light!!

Next Monday i gonna back hometown and see my cousin, don't know how she look!! interesting~~hehe~~~

Holiday Again

Again come back my hometown, 1 week holiday again i have, other so busy study at college or university, but me damn enjoy and free to my college life!! Maybe some of u jealous i'm so free, but that not what i want, i more hope i have some to do and pass my time!!

Now at Taiping also don't know what can i do!! Eat, sleep, online and meet friends... this are my activities for everyday!! Please give me some changer, i want some special!! Bored life is suck, i want change it....

Other will busy cause near to Chinese New Year, i just pass it seem like a normal day, day to day and day to day again.......MY GOD!!!!

Pass Holidays

Already start my new sem 2 week!! But only now i post it, cause busy of my private thing!! haha...For my pass holidays, i have my trip at KL and Malacca, go there for eat, see, meet my friends and shopping! It make me bankrupt, just 6 days, one thousand was gone, it is big amount for student ><"

I enjoy it because i have my special new year countdown with beyond!! Rock and roll~~feel the heavy music!! quite nice.... Post a photo show show!! hehe...Somebody know the place and have attend it too on that day?? It was New Year concert create by radio FM988 at one utama at KL!!

At Malacca, me and my friends have taste many delicious food, yummy...but some we miss out the chance, cause really can't eat anymore, all of us are full!! Hope still have next chance go there!!